samshar / Dec 06 2009 20.12
but im not sure what to do. he's the first boy i actually really like but i've only known him for a couple of weeks! i dont know him that well and he barely knows me but i really like me, and ive always wanted to talk to him but whenever i try and getthe chance i always get so nervous and mess up. and then i hate myself for it after and tell myself to give up.
but i still like him so much. and the worst thing is it feels like he barely notices me..
and no one else knows..
before, i thought he liked another girl, but it turns out he doesnt.... which is good i suppose.
what should i do??
