Last week I met up with a guy friend i've not seen for a while, he was being flirty, and I like him quite a lot, so I kissed him, he kissed back, it was all ok so we decided to get together
(He is my second boyfriend)
We agreed to meet up a week later, but talked a lot on the phone.
today I went to his house, we went to his room and kissed/made out. we agreed he could give me a "Love Bite" on my stomach, his hand kept moving up my body (To my bra) I was moving his hand down, but we were kissing and one thing led to another and he was Cupping me (Under my shirt) I know it was too soon.. but it felt good. we talked for a while (maybe 2-3 hours) and I was telling him that 'I liked that, but I don't want to do that a again for a while' and he was saying that he's ok with that.
We were kissing a bit later and I'm not going in to details but at one point he said 'I can help you with that' with his hand moving Very low. after what I now feel was to long, I told him I want to stop, Witch we did, I tell him this is going to fast, and he says his ok with going slow.
So I now feel really bad and confused, I like him, but I crossed 2 Lines and wish i hadn't.
oh and right now I feel a bit Sick thinking about what we did.
I'm not sure what to do, I would really like to talk to someone who knows what i'm feeling or knows what i should do.