ONLINE DIARY (sounded like a good idea)

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    pinkbubblez / Dec 23 2009 22.05

    bloody hell just had the massivest fit ever :s these mood swings are so annoying, sometimes im really hyper and happy and sometimes im really annoyed upset and feel like starting arguments, i really need to calm down but i dont know how. my bf said he wants to spend time with his mates today and i got angry because hes been seeing his mates all week and has opnly seen me twice. im annoyd cuz im used to seeing him all the time, every day but hes in college now i need to learn to accept the fact that college is a social thingblablabla. hes alays out aswell which annoys me even more and when i ant to go out he says no you cant, because youre a girl blabalbla. im yunger than him so i can see why hes protective but he doesnt own me. i need to learn to be independant, i can have a great time witout him yet i always need him and miss him and it feels like he never misses me :/ he asked me if it seems like he doesnt care about me, he said he does but hes not romeo, he doesnt say romantic things. BYE

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    ags19954 / Dec 14 2009 17.38

    i kinda understand u  it's pretty annoying thats what i have with my bf i used to see him everyday now i only see him once a week not fair he spends too much time wid his mates !!  it's just soo bloody annoying !! 

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    pinkbubblez / Dec 20 2009 8.15

    thankgod someone understands..

    but yeah basically i havent seen him properly for like 3 weeks

    havent spoken to him properly either

    yesterday he sent me a text saying

    'look im really sorry but i keep thinking about my ex, idk why youre everything i want, no lie, give me a few days to myself, i need to sort my head out you dont understand how much this has been hurting me'

    :|

    what to think?

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    purple-chique / Dec 23 2009 22.05

    i see were ur coming from and i swer it is a pain!! but he has asked u if he cud hav a few dayz to himself and it seems to me he is really confused im sure he loves u abd all but i fink u shud giv him a chance!!

     

    xoxo hope it helps xoxo

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