i met this boy online about 2 years ago, and i know he isnt a pedophile to start off :) and when we first spoke nothing really happened, it was the normal getting to know eachother then not talking for ages. so over a year ago we really started to get to know eachother and we swapped numbers and everything was good. but it wasnt until just under a year ago things got serious between us, we would text each other 24/7 and then we rung each other and he even spoke to all my family, and they had a laugh, even though it was down the phone it seemed amazing to be getting on so well with him, it even got to a stage where for a couple of months we would say we were together and i even bought an xbox just so i could talk to him. but as time has gone on we have spoken less and argued so much and everyone would say its pathetic because its cyber but i knew it wasnt and i knew i had grown to love him. it wasnt until a bit before christmas when we had an arguement that blew us apart and now im afraid i have lost him forever, we aways used to say how the future would be like for us and i believed it all. i thought this arguement would mend itself just like the others did, but it hasnt. and i have started to self harm again because i cant stand thinking about him 24/7 and knowing he probably doesnt even care. my mum and dad realised how upset i was, so my dad rung him and told him to give me a bit of space and he said he would. but i text him the other day and said, 'i know things probably wont be the same again but i still want your friendship, but if you dont then tell me' and he text back saying, 'i think its best we dont'. i have spoken to my friends about it and they dont realise how serious this is, but all they say is forget about it, or find someone else, but i physically cant, no matter how hard i try these last 2/3  months i cant get him out of my head and its leading me to hurt myself, but i doubt i will get him back. please help me!