
hey,
I have a friend who i really love. He is so nice but he has been through a lot and even tried to kill himself, cut himself (like me) and stuff. He always tells me that im special and pretty and stuff but I was on facebook the other day browsing through his gallery and i saw some pictures. They were of him and a few others and they shocked me soo badly. True, it was when he was having a hard time and had run away but i feel like crying. what chance have i got against those georgeous girls? he is 4 years older than me and i have never even had a boyfriend. I dont know what to do anymore. i really like him but i know it will never happen. Im just a young stupid 12-year-old :(