My uncle and his fiance recently split up i was a wreck for days i didnt eat or sleep me and her were really close she helped me through things i couldnt bring myself to tell my parents, about the bullying and consequently self harming. before collage my life was pretty good but for the past year there are a group of people that find it fun to kick the shit out of me on a regular basis the only outlet i found to this was cutting myself, deeply and regularly for me it focused the pain to a point where i could control it and i felt in control of it. she helped me out of this gave me advice and she was the one i turned to when things went wrong. now shes gone im cutting my self worse than ever and i like the hurt. i cant see a way out of this anymore she was my outlet and its gone.
