I have been cutting for about 2 months now and 3 weeks ago i completely lost control and began to cut really deep. I told one of my friends who is in year 8- a year older than me. Then she told loads of other people and now people ask on the school bus to see my scars like I'm a circus freak. However she doesn't believe me and that made my life hell cos It really look up to her and wish we could be friends again. now I just want this scary nightmare to end so does anyone have a way to stop before i kill myself cos they are getting that bad. I'm desperate!