
I used to self-harm a couple of months ago because neglection from my mum and my dad going through a finicial bunker. Thankfully, I stopped, but...
Recently, things have gotten out of hand. My dad's finicially broke and it means we can't spend time together doing things we usually did (Cinema, etc.). My mum seems to not be spending any child maintenance of me or my brother and my nan ends up feeding and looking after us.
I've started to hate christmas. My friends. My family.
Now, i'm debating... should I self-harm again? Just to let the anger out.
Drawing/reading doesn't help, nor music because all the songs I like are attatched to some horrible event in my life.
I just need to know: should I start self-harm?
It's a stupid question. But it seems there's no other way out for me...