xGreenDayKidx / Dec 07 2009 14.09
Well i cut myself too and i don't exactly enjoy the attention i get from school friends, ive talked to my dad and he begged me to stop, but i find it really hard. My mum found out herself and was pretty peeved that i was doing something like that but she doesn't pay much attention to me anymore.
I've tried all sorts of things to get sharp objects away from my arms but it's really difficult. Considering im a very crafty person, i make my own cards and things and scissors are involved in making them.
I get the urge but i think about what my dad did a year ago. that's what got me started. He tried suicide, and i felt awful. I cryed every night for a week thinking that he had died. But he's fine now. living and well. Whereas i'm still 'scarred' from it all.
I was also annorexic for a short period of time and i hated it. I was 12 years old and 6 stone. Now it's 6 days before my 14th birthday and i'm now 9 stone. I absolutely hated being annorexic and i really regret it. I also know that at some point i will regret cutting myself too..
Please if you ever have the chance, talk to someone about it because it really helps. Trust Me i;ve been there. And i'm still there now...
:)
From Charlee.. ( The one AniJay's on about..lol)