
ive been self harming alot recently i think it has something to do with the fact that i suffer from neglect and child abuse. i was doing it a tiny bit at first but its got worse and im scared these scars wont ever fade. i cant tell my mum or my stepdad because i'd just get it worse and ive never known who my real dad is. i think im addicted to the pain. i get bullied really badlyat school and ive thought several times about suicide. i cant take lessons at school, im falling behind because i cant concentrate on anything but the big hole im digging myself into. i just want everything to end. the few friends i have dont seem very supportive around me but i know they want me to stop. i just dont know how. please help x