I've started cutting myself, not actually drawing blood but deep enough that it leaves a scratch or a scab for about two weeks. My sister hates me, she hits me. My dad says I'd be better off in care or if he was dead. I hate my life, the only thing good about it is that I have one amazing best friend who is there through it all and we don't even go the same school anymore!! I know cutting myself is stupid but i feel like theres nowhere else to turn.