
Urg... hate feeling so trapped and alone.
Anyone else feel like they're being talked about behind their backs???
You can never trust teachers to keep their mouth shut!!!! Basically my head of year has known i self harm for ages but she has obviously been having large convos about me in the staffroom!! Just great.
Now i get random teachers(some i don't even know!!!) asking "how are you doing??" and "hows today been, then?" and "what subjects do you have now? oh french, well thats not too bad. is it??" if they are too far away i just get this really sad sympathetic smile and maybe some head nodding.
i know they are just being kind but it makes me feel even more of a freak and makes me feel so self conscience. Why don't they all just disappear.
sorry about the rant xxx