heyyy

ive been like kind of depressed for a while now, everything use to make me upset or so angry and i hate it and i dont know what to do.

But like like two days ago, i had an argument with my mum in the morning, i have one her like everyday and i usually dont take any notice but then i dont know what happened i just lost control in my mind, and on the way to school, i was planning my death. I got so freaked out after that i was thinking about this stuff. I was thinking for getting run over, or fall down the stairs and hitting my head. If I didnt think of that i would plan how to break my arm or leg or how to get amnesia just so my thoughts that i had could go away or i could forget about things for a while. I have never thought about this before and im scared. help please :( x