caerbear / Dec 23 2009 23.14

dont do it iv tried killing my self twice it doesnt help believe me if u need to talk im here 4 you abut pleasae dont try suicide. it hurt and u have to explain why you desided to do it over and over and over again. i know exactly what you ARE GOING THROUGH. DONT do it its not worth it to the world u are one person but to one person you are the world u just have to find that person please if u need help im here u can talk to me im on here 24/7 normally if i can hide away in my room. once you die there no coming back if u regret it you have to live with it. talk to someone please. me, a teacher, ur parents, a friendof phone childline they are here to help

Spanna / Dec 24 2009 10.32

Caerbear,

Thankyou for your kind words. I'm sorry to hear about your difficulties.

My head just feels empty, it seems like there's nothing in my life to look forward to, there's nothing other than the thoughts of dying. I keep thinking maybe everyone I know would be better off without me. If I die I don't have to live in this pain anymore because I can't cope with it and this seems to be the only way out. There doesn't seem to be anything here for me anymore.

Spanna

MusicSavesLives / Jan 01 2010 14.44

Spanna,

I think I know a bit what you're feeling like. It's like there's not a point in you being here, people would be better off and maybe the pain would end. It wouldn't. I'm not gonna pretend I know what your life is like, but I bet any money that there is someone who would care if you died. Family, Friends, Teachers. Sometimes you just have to focus yourself on good things in life - even when it seems there aren't any - however small and stupid they may be: good marks in a test or your favourite band releasing a new single. Things aren't going to get better suddenly, but you have to keep trying because they will eventually. I know it's tempting to want to just disappear, because I've been there. I hope stuff gets a bit better soon. x