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    Ebony95 / Jan 06 2010 20.17

    You know it seems stupid to give up so early but i don't honestly feel like i can continue to stop selfharming . Things with my family are so rubbish, my friends hardly bother to speak to me anymore and all i can think about is selfharming. The minute someone says or does something that upsets me i instantly think about cutting my self. And when i don't i start becoming shaky and i can't breathe. To be honest i should probably speak to someone but i can't seem to find my voice. At the moment i literally have no one to turn to and i feel so pathetic and worthless. ):

    Sorry about the long rant ):

    x

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    Jenny94 / Jan 03 2010 16.03

    hey

    I know what u mean coz i'm constantly wondering why i'm bothering to stop at all, it just seams so pointless.

    Have u told anyone at all about s/h??? I know how hard it is to tell someone, honestly. But please do coz its the only way to get some kind of help..:)

    good luck and take care

    Jennyxxxxxxxxxxxx

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    Ebony95 / Jan 06 2010 17.12

    I haven't yet told anyone about it. My mum saw my arm but i told her i was playing with the cat. I've thought about talking to my form tutor but i really don't want my parents to find out so i'm kinda stuck at the moment /:

    xxx

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    EmilyMeAtSix / Jan 06 2010 19.54

    If you're really scared about talking to your form tutor, I think you should talk to her/him about the things that are bothering you. e.g. family problems. If you are not at risk, then she/he has no right to pass on any information on to anybody. Maybe then you will find you stop self  harming. If you find you still do it, then tell them about that and get help. It may be passed to your parents but it is for the best.

    Promise.

    x

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    Alek / Jan 06 2010 20.17

    I self harmed for the first time on New Years Eve. Everything just capitulated by that point; my 'friends' betrayed me by interfiering in my relationship, which has now ended after 3 years... she is the only person in the world I can talk to... my 'friends' weren't even friends, they were just the people I clinged myself onto to get by daily life. I guess I took my depression to a further step..

    But hey.. I failed pretty badly at even cutting my wrist with a razor.. what hope do I have left? it's pathetic, I'm pathetic..

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