
You know it seems stupid to give up so early but i don't honestly feel like i can continue to stop selfharming . Things with my family are so rubbish, my friends hardly bother to speak to me anymore and all i can think about is selfharming. The minute someone says or does something that upsets me i instantly think about cutting my self. And when i don't i start becoming shaky and i can't breathe. To be honest i should probably speak to someone but i can't seem to find my voice. At the moment i literally have no one to turn to and i feel so pathetic and worthless. ):
Sorry about the long rant ):
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