Riceycakes / Jan 18 2010 22.22

i've been having a really tough time and ive turned to sh AGAIN i feel terrible and i finally felt brave enough to tell my bf, but she just told me to shut up and get over it, now i sh more than ever and im really worried i dont know who i can trust now and i keep thinking about suicide, i know there are loads of other people like me, but i cant help but feel alone, ive tried literally every trick in the book, and  i just wonderd if anyone had any ideas on what to do next. I dont have any other mates, teachers or family members i can talk to and im scared that my parents will find out, 'cause they both have depression and im worried it could tip them over the edge :(