recently a friend of mine found out about my self-harm, and i've been thinking about suicide a lot more too. i told him about that whilst i was explaining about the cutting, because he was really understaning about it and wanted to help me. the thing is, he's been saying that i need to get some help, but i don't know how to get it. or if i want it. he said he's worried about the fact i have the idea of suicide on my mind so much now. so i've been thinking about who i could tell (definatley not my parents) so i thought about teachers and the only person i could tell would probably be my form tutor. the thing is, i don't know what would happen if i tell my tutor. how on earth could i tell him all of this? or what good can come from it? if anybody has had any experience about what happened and how they told a teacher at their school, any advice would be really appreciated right now :/

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