a couple of months ago i was seriously depressesd i stoped eating and stared harming my self, my dad was aressed for child abuse and it was coz i brock down in skool and starthed cring, every1 in my family blamed me 4 wat had happend i started starving my self as a way 2 punish my self, also i was confused and did not understand anythink i started s/h and tried 2 kill my self 2 times. i manged to pull my self away 4m all that with the help of my m8s and skool teacher. Now my dad just starts saying thinks 2 upset me, ive been told its called emotional abuse but i dont understand my feelings and i s/h for teh first time in ages yesterday. i dont wanna end up like i was b4. my skool teacher saw marks on my arm and realised wat i was doin, she says she can get me help but i'm scared to accepted wat if things get worse????????? i know by self harming i'm hurting thous i love and thous who love me (not many then) but i dont c an other way 2 deal with my emotions. PLEZ IF ANY1 HAS ANY ADVISE 4 ME I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR IT.
