i hate schoool.

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    surfer / Jan 14 2010 19.41

    up untilyy year 8 i was a great student, i behaved and then it all changed, i started answerin back, makin people laugh, getting angry really easy, and flipping out alot, any who challened me would get a mouthfull of a smack,

    the thing is i never used to be like this , i hate going to school and am often late or dont turn up, i pretend to be ill or am normally ill because i cant cope with the stress at school. i try to turn things around and i end up going back to my old ways, or getting blamed for stuff i dont do, they dont give me a fair chance tbh. i have self harmed. it helped me realease the pain, i felt like i neeeded to do it because i was putting my family threwww alot of stress to, i pushed my mum into depresssion kind of because, i am always in trouble at school  and suspended and nearly have been thrown ut of school.

    i cant stop being like this angry person i am..    but also the teachers don give me a fair chance anywaaays.

    i dont get on with my dad at all  we often argue and things end up getting into a fight.,   i hate it. i hate him for making me feel so angry , but i love him and cudnt bare to loose him although i never show it, as he never shows me any affection because to him im a faliure he often calls me horrible names and makes me feeel so small its horibble. ive kinda go used to it, but it still hurts.

    im always ill aswell, the stress of school also gives me heart puplitations. not many teachers are on my side anymore, i blow it with alot of people cause im an idiot. i hate myself,

    i just neeed some help comment please.

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    surfer / Jan 06 2010 22.09

    please reply please!

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    unhappy1993 / Jan 07 2010 11.11

    Hello  well done you have been very brave about telling us whats happing with you at the moment . I am sorry to hear your going through a hard time i was wandering have you spoken to someone at school about you not enjoying it and it making you stressed it can really help to talk to someone such as a teacher ? If you tell them the onhsit truth like you have told us on here on the message boards they hopefully will be more understanding about you been more angry than usual they can provide you with support and help with lots of different things including your anger , been stressted etc . If you think there is something wrong with your behavouir you may need to see a doctor who can help you and get you the right help and support in school . 

    You also need to try and talk to your mum try and tell her school is stressing you out and im sure she would rather no why your behaving in this way then you getting expelled from school , if you cant talk to her face to face write it down this may be easier.

    If you cant write it down why dont you print out the email you have wrote to us and give it to your teacher because it explains how you feeling this may help to.

    DO TALK TO SOMEONE !

    ps: I do know how you feel as i have mental illness and it affects everything such as my behaviour etc.

    Here if u want to talk some more ! 

    Huggs , Talk Soon

    xxx

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    surfer / Jan 07 2010 19.46

    thaaankyou for posting that on here, thankyou for the advice.

    ive tried talkin to teachers about stuff at home and stuff at school but i just neverr end up telling them. i put on a brave face. but inside dont feel to good to be honest and skool does make me ill,  if you dontt mind me asking what do you suffer from? x

    i need to find out whats wrong with me but i dont no whetherr i couldd face someone like a doctor.

    nice to know that someone else no's how i feel and stuff and thanks for giving me ideas

    writee back xxx

    hugs.

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    unhappy1993 / Jan 07 2010 21.32

    Hello your welcome  I do understand how hard it must be for you not been able to talk to someone face to face this is the first hardest step it took me a year to tell people what was going on insdie my head . But you DO NEED TO TALK TO SOME if you talk to someoe you will feel so much better in your self promise you !

    You say you dont think you will be able to face a doctor a good idea would be to print out what you have wrote to us on here and take it to thr doctors with you its worth a go also you could take a freind this may help you to  I know its very scary at first but belive in yourself you can do it .

    I suffer from illness but im not sure what illness i have as CAMHS told me that i had depression and axienty together but on my last appoiment there where doing assassments on an illness called scizophreina so i dont no whats wrong with me propley apart from them saying i have an illness.

    I am close to getting kicked out of school to due to what im going though so at the momen im having so many meetings this is why its so IMPORTANT YOU TALK TO SOMEONE BEFORE ITS TO LATE! 

    Talk soon

    xxxxx

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    LizzyLoo2 / Jan 14 2010 19.41

    The same thing happened to me, the teachers don't get what teens have to go through with like friends and relationships and family and puberty, and now we have to go into school and pretend nothings wrong its what makes all kids depressed, having to go home from school on a horrible day and then parents only make it worse by pestering and dropping bomb shells like "Oh we're moving didn't u hear?" Or "Ur gonna get a baby sister!" Thing that parents dont get, u dont always feel the same way and then the next day u go back to school and its more annoying than ever!

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