Hey i am  wating for a massive meeting with local authortie and school and other people . Thing is school does not get me i try to explain its not my fault that i have images and have to seek them out eg: bridges i have voices what tell me to do stuff by that i mean scary scary stuff they just dont stop . But when i get these voices and images and i go offsite or where ever i get into trouble when people come to find me cause in not meant to be on my own but i have explained to them its not my fault the voices and images tell me to do stuff but they dont get it all they go on about is saftey i know my saftey is inmportant to them but why will they not understand me i try so hard not to seek out images and try to engore the voices but it dont stop they say to me wel why didnt u come to us the reason is its a bit late because once i get them i get made to go to them they WANT STOP! 

I dont know what to do i have posted loads of messages here on childline but i just find it helps to write it down ! 

I am meducation and having thearpy which is okay so far .

xxx