nicky15 / Jan 23 2010 19.32

i know how you feel, school is no help whatsoever if you have a problem, im not going back!! im going in to do my exam monday and thats it!!!  i have been trying to get them to help me for ages because i have been self harming, and they have just been pushing me to one side and telling me to get over it, and theyhave pushed me too far now as i was in hospital monday because it all got too much and i took and overdose, i cant take the way they treat me anymore and it makes me wanna die!!!!

unhappy1993 / Jan 23 2010 20.12

Hello Sorry to hear how your feeling and your having problems with your school seems very unfair like mine there not intrested which is unfair espically when they should support every childs needs dont you think ??

I really cant belive what your school is doing to you :( and i am sorry to hear about this i defoo know how you feel about wating to die because they make it worse .

Here if u want to talkk 

If you dont go to school what about going to get home tutored or ask about peoples referal unit for full time education this is where you go there and learn also they help you with self harming depression etc there are trained people there what support you i might be getting refered to one .

Takee Careee

xxxx

nicky15 / Jan 23 2010 20.43

hey, yeah, my mum is seeing about getting me a home tutor, hopefully it will be soon as i really hate school, but need to keep going as gotta do well in my exams, but i know its wrong, but well i really wanna go back in the hospital, it was sooo much nicer in there!!! except my mum has now hidden all medication from me :/ grr, i suppose she is just trying to look after me though, thanks for your message, and i hope you manage to get your problems sorted out!!! and i am also here if you ever wanna chat, xxx

unhappy1993 / Jan 23 2010 22.23

Hello thats alright then , Yeah same as my mum shes moved all meducation away from as i have overdosed twice and tryed to overdosie again about 3 weeks ago but got caught by a teacher ! she takes everything sharp away from me also so i cant cut myself i have attempted sucidealso but like you said they do it because there care and loves us :) its nice to have mums what really care for us

Another suggesiton is  asking your gp to go into a people referal unit this is where you can get taught by teachers like school but its an unit for mental health problems and there is traind mental health workers there to help you what ever your problem is and they will always support you somtimes depending on the unit you can stay over night if you wanted to . I might be getting refered to a peoples unit but it does sounds really helpful you can find more information on google if you type in information on young peoples unit or you can visit the youngminds website that has it on to .

Hope this helps

xxxx

Jen301 / Jan 23 2010 23.23

I hope your feeling better now......... overdoses are really dangerous and I understand how you feel because I have took an overdose before i was lucky because my mum figured out and took me to hospital and they said if I hadnt gone i could have died because i had a dangerous amount of stuff in me or something and it can cause liver damage too so yeah but I get what your saying about the hospital. I was in there for 3/4 days and when I got out all I wanted to do was go back there because it felt safe and the people were nice to me and sat with me for ages and talked to me and all that and I liked feeling so safe i didnt even wanna self harm much and lots of times i feel like i wish i was back there but you have to get used to the real world instead of thinking about hospital because you cant spend your life in hospital so you might as well get used to it yknow xxxxx

Jen301 / Jan 23 2010 23.26

but i just wantred to add to my last message that its ages since i took the overdose and i dont want to do that again and im sure you will feel better soon xxx

unhappy1993 / Jan 24 2010 10.44

Hello thankyou for your messages  . I am sorry to hear what you have gone through and what your going through its good that you havent taken anymore pills well done.

Are you getting help babe ?

Hope you are alright i am here if you want to talk

Take Caree

xxxx

nicky15 / Jan 24 2010 14.46

hey, thanks and i will look about the young peoples unit. my mum is trying to make me go back to school now, and i really dont want to!

and yeah jen i know what you mean, it makes you feel awful but the hospital is so nice, but i found the nurses in the day didnt care much, i defo preffered the night nurse, as she would sit and chat to me! but i dont wanna do it again. i still cut  though :( last night i cut 'i hate life' into my leg, and a really deep cut on my arm! but i will get help, i have now been refferd to CAMHS so hopefully that will work.

take care

nicole xxx

unhappy1993 / Jan 24 2010 15.53

Hellooo your welcome its good to know that you are going to look into young people unit ! well done they will help and support you lots .

Okay babe same iv got to go back tomorrow and i dont want to have you spoken to your mum and told ther the reason why u dont want to go back to school ? but she may be able to sort something out for you for tomorrow .  

I know it is hard for us to try and going to school but dont forget babe keep talking to your mum and freinds about how your feeling all the problems you having and they will help sort them out .

CAMHS Is good a few months ago i didnt think it helped me much but thats only cause i didnt talk much to them but now iv told them prety much evrything and they are helping and supporting me alot more which is good news .

Yeahh babe long as you tell them the onhsit truth about everything they will be able to help and support you alot more also they can tell your school what to  do to meet your needs at the school cant say no to it because its for your well being and saftey and the school has to stick by the plans CAMHS gives to the school.

I am sorry to hear you where feeling low last night babe and you had cut yourself i do know how  you feel huggs , when u feel like this try to come onto childline and read other peoples messages and   try to see if u can give them advice this might take your  mind of the cutting or even talking to your mum might babe .

Hope this helps , Good luck

Takee Careee

Talk soon if u want too

xxx

nicky15 / Jan 24 2010 22.18