
i have always said i dont want kids because it would ruin my live and my future plans
over these last few weeks i thought i was pregnant but thankfully i not
but when i thought i was something came over me i wanted a baby
i wanted to experience pregnancy and giving birth and having my own child in my arms
so now this is the only reason i want a baby but i want it to be a small baby i dont want it to grow up
i know this sound weird
is there anyone with the same problem