why do i cry though the sun still shines?

why do i smile when all i feel is anger and hate and millions of other feelings waiting to b released?

why do u lie when we know ur secrets?

and why do u treat me and mum like dirt?

thanx 4 reading this poem, i just feel so angry at my dad, he thinks me and mum are stupid, but we know his secret. mum's kicked him out now, so i dont have to listen to all the arguing anymore. lucky me.