Hi.

Well, basically, i am the clumsiest, fmost disorganised, forgetful, does then thinks girl in my class.                     

Everyone looks to me for a cheap thrill, because they know i'll mess something up. My mates dont, but everyone else does. I'm always forgeting things and losing my stuff. sometimes people steal them, but thats another story. Most people see me a a class clown, someone who seems to alway make a fool of herself, but it still jolly, in fact when anyone sees me without a smile, they gasp go get a tissue and asks whats wrong, that makes me feel worst. I try so hard not to daydream in class, but my concencration always seems to slip and i end up lost in another world. Once i actually jotted down a story in maths with a picture without noticing it! (I like jotting down private storys but hate people reading them because they're a sort of privacy to me.....and the thing is, i really try to do things right, but every day i know someone will laugh and i'll mess up. I can't do anything right, all my life i've just been like a jester. There to entertain but after the laughs over nobody notices me, I WISH I COULD DO ONE THING RIGHT, JUST ONE SINGLE THING RIGHT, I WISH I HAD A TALENT, I WISH I HAD A POSITIVE TRAIT AND I WISH I COULD DO SOMETHING WORTH BEING PROUD OF JUST ONCE!!!!! :(