Life is such a struggle for me!

annoymous09 / Oct 10 2009 17.53
Ive being through so much and still am, and im suffering so much, and i have to do it alone.

i was diagnoised with moderate depression and ptsd. Ive being on 2 anti-depressents which to both havent worked, i guess its quite upsetting cause i just constantly think im never gunna get better, and i do try, i really do!.

Then things got worst, i started hallucatinating, like hearing and seeings things, and just believeing all sorts. And i have extreme paranoia.

My phyciatrist doctor wants to put me in hospital for an initial assessment, to help get a better idea of what mental illness i have.

has this ever happened to enyone? if yes then what do they do?

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ATasteOfSummer / Oct 10 2009 17.53
Hello hunnie,

I see and hear a lot of things to.
At night I can hear a young child screaming, as though she is being raped.

I was raped when I was fifteen.

&& I usually see a guy, like a really old guy from the 70's. He's rich becuase of the way he dresses. He follows me well...everywhere I guess.

Your deffinatley not alone with the hallucinations.

It would be good for you to go into the hospital. I'd do that if I could. I just want to know what is wrong with me y'know?

I feel dead unsafe when I'm out on the streets. Constantly scared someone is going to attack you.

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