i have posted a thread on so many different topics now. 

one side of me thinks ive got so many problems and. and sometimes my head is so filled with things i cant think straight. not even hard things. just voices. i cant understand the voices wither, its like im in a big room with 1000 conversations going by and i cant pick out a single one of them and it gives me a headache.  i allways hear strange conversations in my head and i cannot uderstand them. they have no point and dont go anywhere and i dont know where they come from.  if i really try and listen to them they go away.

the other side of me thinks im overreacting. this side of me hates me. and thinks i should stop complaining because im nobody special and nobody cares about my stupid problems. thats why i have never told anyone before. thats why i keep all of these things to myself. and i have posted something on loads of different message boards.

i want to enjoy life but i cant.

peach x