Jerrica / Nov 23 2009 22.59
This may all sound a bit complucated at times.
My sister is reconvering from Anorexia. My mum has had breakdowns in the past. My dad is depressed and is 'suicidal'.
Ive tried to kill mysel twice this year. Im stuck in hole with self harm. I feel really low at the moment, and im scared that im breaking again. I am going to try and talk to my teacher this week. I do have councilling but im avoidint it at th emoment.
Thing is, now, im also hearing voices, i see someone who no one else can see and i keep having flashbacks.
Ive gotten so good at hiding it, that no one can realize, how much pain i am actually going through.
I feel like im falling, and i cant stop myself.
I have no idea how to carry on like this.
i need advice please?
Thankyou
