Everything seemed to be going right.

Now.. everywhere you go around school, there's one rumor or another about me.

I have the perfect boyfriend who supports me and everything, and a few best friends I can trust. Otherwise..

I just lost my closest friend I've ever had last night. She called me many.. unkind things,, and basically said for the past year she's just been putting up with me cause she supposedly "cares about me " and that really she hates me and so does everyone else at my church. Church was my escape to be with people i didn't think would ever backstab me.

Now it's a place where I have to watch everything I say, do, or anything because there's always someone trying to tear me down.

Everything's twisted, my parents don't love me, I don't get along with my family,

people don't listen to me. They believe rumors, and they see me as a person i used to be, and not who I am.

I'm way over my head, and i skipped school today, I'm so out of it. I don't know how much longer i can deal with everything that's going on at school//: i'm afraid if this goes on i'll lose the rest of my friends, and my boyfriend. they both mean the world to me.