If you've read my previous posts, you'll see i'm in a bad way, my parents can see this, and are going to take me back to my old therapist Jim, but I can't...

I'd gotten so far, I can't slip back into my awful state of depression!

And my suicidal-ish feelings are so much worse than they were last time we saw eachother, my and my old therapist Jim, got on very well, I could really talk to him, my family all liked him, but now he feels more like an uncel, i'm not sure i can tell my uncle that i'm feeling these things now, should i find a new therapist?