
I don't know if anyone else has this, but it is such a horrible things to try and cope with. And there is no way out, unless i end it, and i cannot stop thinking about it, and it often gets me really depressed. I have told a few people, but they don't know what to do. I have OCD, but i am too scared to tell my physcologist about this fear of living in a reality TV show, simply because i feel that if i told her, someone would tell her to try and stop me thinking like this, so that the show can continue, and it would just simply create a drama for the show. And i cannot stop these thoughts, i just really need someones help.
Has anyone else ever thought like this? or have any idea how to stop the thoughts? please.