I dont know if people remember me, i'm Hinder, i was on the old there4me site. I have had issues with self harm and things like that but recently i had to be admitted to hospital because i was seeing things and they were telling me to hurt myself and i didnt want to get treatment .
I have been diagnosed with a form of psychosis they say it is most likely schizophrenia however it is difficult to make that diagnosis.
Ever since ive been diagnosed ive felt so alone and sad, because people associate me with danger and keep away - i've lost my best friends because of my condition but i swear I would never hurt anyone.
I think people should be better educated about schizophrenia and other illnesses like that because it really isnt nice to have all the symptoms and just need to be loved and then people are keeping away from you :( I hope I find a friend on here who is more understanding than those people i have lost =/ Please dont be put off by me all I want is to be treated the same :) Here to help =]]
HINDER
if people dont except you for who you are then they aren't worth your time! And also, schizophrenia is difficult to deal with. A member of my family has servere schizophrenia and they get very stressed out by people who dont understand. You are an amazing person, I know first hand how hard life can be.... then it just gets harder and harder. Just remember that you can do anything you put your mind to- if someone insults you just smile and say thank you (this works! they then have no where to go with comments) And, as for the friends, forget them... not worth it! You will find so many better people, promise x 
