catman / Dec 21 2009 18.36

Sounds like Ogre is a bully

Do you have any close friends at school?

Cryingmyselftosleep / Dec 23 2009 9.18

You have to tell a teacher or your parents if you haven't already cos this girl is dominating you and bullying you. I'm guessing the others are scared of her too. WHen someone hurts someone else they are probably hurting themselves. She may be acting in a mean and hurtful way towards you cos other people act like that to her at home or in her family. She may also be having some other issues to do with friends herself. Or maybe she just doesn't realise that you are upset because of her behaviour. I suggest you got to her and say

"the way you have treated me has made me very upset so I was wondering if you would like to tell me why you are acting like you are. If you tell me then maybe we could be friends again."

If she continues then she is not a worthwhile friend and you are best keeping out of her way and making new friends by going to clubs or activities where you will meet people who have the same interests as you do!

elzy / Dec 29 2009 3.18

I have got a few friends, but they all fit in. I guess A FEW try and include me a bit, but don't want to be tied down. I'm just awkward and shy and not likeable I guess. I keep saying "just one more day, one more week" but it gets so much harder.

Ogre started hating me in year 7 (we're year 10 now). She has her ups and downs. She got better in year 9, I even went to her house for a sleepover and got a bit drunk there (with a few others that is. I was only there coz she had a free house)

Just Ogre was so nice that night. I learnt how her dad's an alcoholic and chose drink over her. And how she only has step brothers and wishes she had a full brother [like me]. And she's jealous of my fringe. She even hugged me... But it was just the alcohol talking.... she's a naturally vile girl.

Idk what I hate more, being ignored, or her being mean. Like on birthdays people bring in cake and candles and somehow she always hands it out (even when it's not her birthday), so the people next to me get some... I don't. 

I got in extreme trouble with my mum coz she was blowdrying my hair and she's accused me of cutting it off! I know I cut all my hair off as a child once, but I REALLY wouldn't now! Especially as it's so long. I'm worried Ogre cut my hair off without me noticing (sits behind me in English)... I'm actually scared. I can't just accuse her, but I have some odd feeling and I don't know whether to go with it or not.

I need some revenge on her. I can't trust adults coz they'll think I'm all suicidal again and I'm not. 14 AND BULLIED. It's so embarrassing just saying it.  It's not as bad as she used to be, but it's getting worse. My mum knows the shoe thing but has no idea about school. I hate people worrying about me, I don't need the attention... I just want Ogre out my life.

I just wanna stop trying. Isolate myself, not do my work, cry all the time, just wanna escape so badly! 

xx elzy xx