BuzzBuzz / Jan 07 2010 15.05
this is exactly how i felt last year,its slowly got better as time went on, but i still feel like it now, i completely locked everyone out of my life, i thought of committing suicide, some of my friends at school found out, one of them was there for me all the way through, obviously i didn't commit suicide, but the point is he was there for me when i was in desperation of someone to talk to about it, i had a massive breakdown during one of my lessons and the teacher let me go to the toilet he followed me there and we had a heart to heart talk,
the point im trying to make here is: find someone you trust and sit down and talk to them about your problems, if you can't find someone...
i'll help you 
(btw the guy i mentioned isn't my boyfriend! just saying)