its feels like ive got a hole in my heart and it will never be fixed  my mum says i could take up gutiar but when i tell her the date she says good 4 u what do u want me to do thats whats she says and then my dad shouts and my sis slaps me and on top of that dad got me a new skirt 4 school and its to big but the old one is to small and he wont let me get it turned up to knee lengh and its sounds weird i want to stay in school all the time cause i dont want to face my dad when he picks me up i hate it here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!