I'm really sadd, todaayy has been really badd. My mood swings where soo bad today, i wanted to kill my singing teacher and then after the lesson i wanted to run out of school and cry. Then after I would be really happy and laughing. I dont know what to do, I'm so confused at myself like its not right. Am I mentally ill or something? I dont want to be scared of myself and sad about everything.

I also feel really scared because of this and also my mood swings are killing my familys relationship and I hate myself because of it. I'm soo scared that everything will go wrong and it will be my fault. I dont know what to do, I dont know how to tell my family about this and other things that have been bothering me for ages. I dont want to spilt up my family, I just want to run away, somewhere careless and happy. Thats all I want to be for once, Happy.

What do I do? Please helpp