i feel soo rubbish right now,, soo much has been going on lately, from me being raped to finding out my grandad had died :( i feel so alone right now, i live in a hostel and norm get on wit my keyworker but she seems different lately, nd i dont feel i can talk to her anymore. i feel like i havent even got a place i can call home anymore.. its horrible :( i feel like running away, getting away from everyone, it feels like it wud b soo much easier right now, no-one cares , no-one cares how im feeling atm,, even my best mate said to me today that there is always summin rong wit me!! i cnt believe she said tht to me, wen she knos wats going on :( ughhhh i feel so low right now, my arms and legs are all a mess nd i duno wat to do. i keep feeling like just getting on a bus nd just going wherever it takes me..

sorry if this is really long,,

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