
When I look at someone, I'm so embarrassed, I can't even look them in the eye. It's totally pathetic, and I look like a shy child. It's not because I don't like them, it's because I'm scared of their reaction. I have an obsession with being liked, and if I think someone doesn't like me, I'm crushed. And lately, I think everyone hates me. I'm scared of everything; I'm a hypocondriach. If there's a disease out there, I've got it. I convince myself I'm dying on a near enough daily basis. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't carry on living with this fear of nothing.