LizzyLoo / Nov 24 2009 16.34

24/10/09- Distress

Yesterday i had a stupid dentist appointment, i was so worried i knew something would be wrong. All he did was scrape this stff off of my teeth and i got thm whitened so it wasnt too bad. Then i got some freederm and my spots are getting better, still suck though. I went to see new moon accidently booked the tickets in elgin over internet.. the usual bad things that happen to me. I only see my dad once a week, he lives in glasgow i live in perth so its a longdistance idea.

                       Today i set my alarm for 6:45am, dont ask why but i ended up getting up at 8:20am. Then i was at school, and my stupid baby bottle leaked orange juice into the carpet. I wasn't shoked something happened bad, but i did realise how easy it is for people to suddenly dislike me, so everyone was all annoying shouting, especially Kael he just phe. He was soo annoying! URGHH, then i left it to long all i really wanted was some help..... as usual just shouting. How annoying. Then i got up and wiped it with a wet, green, paper towel. Holy lord, it wouldnt of done it to anyone else but to me , sure. It stained the carpet green. They said it was mouldy, seriously its green papertowel rubbing off on it! I feel like the only one with some common sense, miss rose agreed im the only one ready for high school.

                     Then Miss rose came back, we got to work on this maths thing but all i was doing was scraping at the ground with my foot, it wouldnt come off! Then she walked in tht area, i couldnt hide it so i just got on with work. Suddenly, i gasped and i was about to explain why ... wait a second miss rose had just said "WHT IS THIS ALL OVER THE FLOOR!" but she was pointing at connor? I had my mouth open to explain my past, terrible situation when she told connor to pick up the empty sweet wrappers... PHEW! She didnt even notice it! But i still have the grave memory of them all shouting at me.. Wht id give to hear miss rose say, "Liz isnt in school today shes dead now" even though theyd all woop-woop probably.

                    Though, it made me realise its time for me to change again. Last december i became a girlie girl (ERR-ERR THT DID NT WORK OUT) then all these other things, till now! PLEASE have some suggestions on how to be popular!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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misscrazygirlx / Nov 24 2009 17.49

HOW TO BE POPULAR

1. it dunt matter if ur pretty or ugly.

2. CONFIDENCE

3. act strong

4. have a smile on your face

5. if sum1 insults u, dont IGNORE them.

6. if sum1 insults u dont be mean 2.

7. just say 'wateva, i dint ask for your opinion'

8. learn 2 say NO

9. be yourself

cool-bean / Nov 26 2009 17.47

oh dont worry about being popular it is seriously overrated. u get nothing from it. i didnt anyway. lol there is a book by meg cabbot called how to be popular. it is a bit rude but it will make u realise that u dont need popularity. all being popular is is not being urself and changing to suit other people. honest it is not worth it lol x x x

mermer1160 / Nov 29 2009 13.29

I like a guy and hes in 6th grade but I'm in 4th we are friends and I told him now he wont talk to me ! what should I do ?

 

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DontAsk / Nov 29 2009 19.20

29.11.09 - Forgotendness

I forgot, my login... Its still me, new account k?

I was doing a brass concert earlier and we were 3rd in our division. Its was alright i guess.. Cute guy was sitting next to Rachel. Soooo hot with his new hair cut. Dead bummed, no plastic mouthpieces for tenor horns. Idiots.

Stupid stupid stupid, i was in glasgow so i was like walking to the new Hamelys and i slipped! embarrassment! Aiden looked HOT earlier with his new coat on. Mmmm spicy!

I am looking forward to tommorow, because

A. I have to wear a kilt tht wont fit me

B. I have to explain why i didnt get a new coat

C. I have to participate in football... The pitch is a puddle.

D. I have to get up. EARLY.

 

LizzyLoo2 / Dec 01 2009 8.26

1/12/09 - Happy Holidays! Even though its not the holidays!

I know, but it's the 1st December, something good OUGHT to happen for once! I was like , going really smoothly yesterday until i lost my "coolness" and i was like.. hated again. So ill try differently today. We went to the residential trip meeting. It's a cool place but im not that bothered really. Arran was over, he is way into giutar hero so he coming over again tonight so he can meet my sister, Becky.

                           I have to leave in like 5 minutes, Jess will be round soon. She's like a boy , really nice around u when ur alone really annoying when ur with other people or shes with others.... Im off cya

LizzyLoo2 / Dec 01 2009 15.41

1.12.09- Live everyday like its your last... and someday you'll be right!

I wish it WAS my last day, though i didn't earlier. Jess has CHANGED, Badly. I told her i didn't wanna walk with her anymore, all she did was say "Oh i was gonna say that to u too" And walked off. Bitch.

                  Then it was ANNOYING again because Andrea said to me in gym, we were doing social dances, ( where teachers get a thrill of watching us skip around holding hands) And we stood in a circle. Andrea poitned at everyone and said "Your cool" , Missed out me, And then said.. "SOMEONES the ODD* one out!" ( *= It should mean pretty). Bitch.

                    Then Eilidh w asked Aiden to the dance, he said no so inside i was JUMPING with exitement... But she still had the nerve to ask him. Bitch.

                      So today, Aiden let me call him CURLY FRIES! Awesome, i know. Then if someone else called him that, he'd say NO , Thats fr LIZ only! Oh he is soooo hot when he runs!

                      So you know what, my plan is? Ill get dead popular ( Iknow how to do that, i tested ways of life over the last week and now i know the most popular) Jessica, will try to get better than me ( As usual) and then ill not make the same  mistake she made ( Not doing anything and having let people do what they want, thus hurting her feelings but thats not what the person meant and so on) and by then ill be ... Happy for once.

 

                AND leaving my school.

 

Yer, i've chosen to leave and go somewhere else. To see Aiden leave will break my heart into tiny pieces. But itll make me happy after its all over. I'll have new friends, a nice new place and a nice new life. It'll be heaven as far as im concerned. I love the place i was going to and all, and im gonna miss certain people. But, theres too many bad things thst tower over the good, no matter how hard you try to fight them off. I have a rotten school, if things dont work out fine! I'll go back. But for now, im high school hunting.

                    

twilight-lover / Dec 03 2009 13.19

you dont always have to be popular! i was popular in my old school but when i went to my new school i was more like a laz . but now i have my friends and that makes me feel popular inside even though i'm not really. it DOES NOT matter!! and if people are mean tell mrs rose or a teacher, or an adult or SOMEONE that you trust!! xx

LizzyLoo2 / Dec 05 2009 19.43

5/12/09 - Arghh

I was up at 5am this morning because of my cold, is it possible to DIE from this thing? I mean ive had sore throats but this is terrible. Suggestions? ANYONE! anyway, had tht orrible"Im so tired sore head nothings going right" Feeling at 5am, then i turned on the TV. In order, i watched tis weird hospital thingy where its set in the 80s and theres this doctor wanting some cannabis and its just weird. Then i watched the cheesyest , more unreal thing ever called Planet Cook. Worst thing ive ever watched. THEN i watched this thing and it was babish again. THE OTHER WORST THING IVE EVER WATCHED.

                       Its probz just my cold, but from a certain angle i can see a smiling penguin shape made outta te lights on the chrimbo tree.  My throat is getting worse. Mums having visitors around soon, i dont think i can bear it because ill have to talk and my thraot is gonna just kill me someday. Please, tell me ur in this situation too i need help i dont wanna die from it.

                       HELP ME, im scared to wake up knowing my cold will be killing me. If i talk it just gets worse... HELP ME PLEASE please please please please go away throat, even though ill wake up and ill be struggling as usual i just want it to be O.K for once. i cant breathe right now, brb

 

Ok back, my nose is killing me too no i just cant take it anymore. Help

LizzyLoo2 / Dec 05 2009 21.38

Still 5/12/09- Ive been a selfish cow.

I cannot BELIEVE HOW STUPID I AM. I ve been ranting on about "HOW "BAD" MY COLD IS" When someone i know called Ethan DIED today in a car crash. I still CANNOT stop crying, but i relise how SELFISH i was to think a cold was "So bad". Just please, ignore that last post i beg