
I really really like this lad well i don't just like him im in love with him i can't get him out of my head and he constantly gives me butterflies just by standing next to him.We are ok friends but i want to be more a got one of my best boy mates to ask him if he would ever go out with me, just to know where i stand.And he said no he wouldn't im now totally heartbroken i keep crying and i can barely look at him anymore without getting tears in my eyes.I have no confidence what so ever so i can't talk to him about it or anything and i haven't the guts to ask him out, i feel so fat and ugly and that must be why he won't go out with me because he's such a lovely lad.