im 15 i have a lovely family who i love to pieces.
Recently, my mum and step dad have split up, at first i didnt think things would be that bad, but now all i do is worry.
Everday goes by when i think about it and i cant help it. Im worried my mum is deeply upset and i also worry about my younger brother. it was his dad my mum split up from and i know he misses him alot.
The only reson i worry is for my mum, i dont care how its going to effect me, because i know i can try get through it. i just dont want my mum to have to deal with all this pain on her own. shes finiacially in trouble, we may lose our house and all she ever tries doing is the best for me and my two brothers, but my mum always seems to be the unlucky one. shes a good person. never hurt anyone, and never will. she only ever tries to look after us and things just seem to be getting worse. i love my mum to pieces and i just hate the way things have turned out. i dont know why i cry each day and i spoken to her once about this. but i just dont think she gets what's going through my head.
I also have an issue with trust in my friends. i love them all to pieces and i have too many friends if im honest. i could make a long list of people i care for and it will just keep going on. But sometimes i sit here and wonder if my friends are true to me. as i said, i love them all to pieces, but i dont know if i can trust any of them. things i tell them about my mum and stepdad splitting up, there only reply seems to be ' dont worry, things will be fine' but noone ever seems to care. its just like talking to a brick wall. i know they care inside but none of them no how to help me. and thats the reson why this effects me so much. all i want is someone to be here for me. and okay, my lifes not bad, its not like i dont have a house or a good education. but im just starting to get fed up with things. i dont like knowing my mum is upset. it hurts me even more when i talk to her about it so i try not to. i just wish i had that one person to go to, for them to listen to me and understand what im feeling like. thats why i decided to write on here. Im hopeing someone has a simular issue, and can maybe give me some advice on how to deal with things.
