i feel alone even with im with people and i just feel odd. i think i have manic depression and i dont know whats wrong with me. im trying to get over a boy who lead me on way too far but the thing is i spent the whole time i liked him waiting for him to break my heart and when he did it still hurt so much, i didnt deserve him anyway i mean i dont like me either. my life has become so full of eptiness, ennui and frustration, i dont know whats wrong with me.