Hi.

I'm a 13 year old girl. I've never been out, kissed etc. a guy. I don't even hang out with them that much. I told my friends I did. I've lied to them for a couple of years now telling them I have a boyfriend. I'm starting to scare myself how I can lie that much. I'm honestly not a nasty person, I didn't do it to hurt anyone, and I don't know why I did it. They'd kill me if they found out, and I'm scared of telling other people. They are always asking questions and stuff and I go home and freak out and really just want to just disappear, because then I wouldn't be in this stupid mess. I can tell lies when I want (I generally choose not to) and I'm wondering if I have some sort of mental condition or something because I can't help lying sometimes. I need your advice so much. This is the first time I've ever told anyone, please don't think of me as a really bad person, I swear I never meant to upset anyone. x