Hey im 14 and i'm quite paranoid about my weight and stuff but isn't everyone? Anyway, my mum thinks i have an eating disorder. She told me. I'm quite weird with food sometimes - i don't know why. Like, i keep trying to make my sister fat!! I always give her real big portions and put chocolate in her lunch for her or offer her it. Is it me just looking after her or is it something more?
And i skip dinner or lunch sometimes, but thats only cos' i go on like binges and can't stop. Well, i don't eat junk food but i start eating cereal out of the box or raisins and i can't stop eating them. My mum said its because i'm hungry and i don't eat enough.
The reason i sometimes (not that often) skip these meals is because i'm afraid i would've eaten too much because of the binging. My dad said it's ok to snack coz im growing but i should either eat all of my dinner as well or stop eating so much oat granola (lol) so i'm not full and don't worry my mum.
I eat around 1, 000 - 1, 300 cals a day, which can't be an eating disorder, right? And i don't do excessive exercise either coz i only do around half an hour a day, sometimes an hour. I also do crunches on a night and sometimes press-ups too. I always count the calories in stuff but thats just so i dont eat too much.
But i hide food sometimes or chuck it away or if i've started eating it when im full i'll spit it out. I'm at a healthy weight too, but i'm trying to lose some so i can be slim and get abs etc. Loads of people want to do that.
I don't think i have 1.
