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I m unbelievably fat n ugly

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    User47398247 / Nov 28 2009 22.26

    heey x

    i think i'm soo fat n ugly and recently i have stopped eating, started making myself sick and also been really depressed lately. I can hardly look at myself in the mirror and when i do i just concentrate on my stomach i think it sticks out and is soo soo fat! I can't eat in public anymore i feel so self concious like everyone is staring at me thinking why is she eating shes so fat she needs to stop. When my friends tell me im not fat i just feel like they're lying its soo hard for me  i just want to be anorexic and nobody seems to understand :'(

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    tinkerbell_girl / Oct 16 2009 16.11

    heya,

    I know what you mean about wanting to be skinny. I feel exactly the same way and it gets me down. I don't eat breakfast and lunch at school but no one has seemed to notice yet. Is there a friend you can talk to about feeling depressed? Being sick isn't really a great option.I would tell someone before your habits become even worse, especially making yourself sick.

    Take care :)

    here if you need to talk!

    xxx

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    Hope19 / Nov 26 2009 16.30

    Hiya Hunny,

    I know exactly how you are feeling right now, and  know that you are struggling... but making yourself sick isn't the answer... I would speak to someone you trust about it. They will e able to help you through this :) 

    Hope I Helped

    xxxx

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    purplescarf / Nov 28 2009 22.18

    dont just tell anyone though ..even my best friends now treat me different.. you need to talk to someone who lives far away and doesnt know about anyone you might need to talk about.. like a third party. it helps so much more, especially as you know you wont be meeting them the next day. also try find someone who's in the same position as you.. i know about 4 people in my year which really helps coz even though some have different EDs they experience the same thoughts, nasty comments and reactions from people .. good luck bbe =] x

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    verny / Nov 28 2009 22.26

    I'm like you i have to eat dinner or my mum would want to no why i wasent eating but i dont have brecfast or lunch i bin the foon i'm given i no i shouldent i'v stated being sik in to the toylet but all i'v lost in the last week is 5 ponds if i loos 3 nexst week i will of lost a stone but i dont look any difrent. i no what i'm doing is wrong but i cant stop myself the thing i'm worred about is if i loos wight to fast my mum will finke somthing is up i thinke she allredy dose dont ceep doing what your doing or you wont be able to stop. its healfy to eat and anorexia looks bad and is a mentell illnes.

    good luke vv 

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