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throw up just what i want to do but i cant i ceep trying
i so want to i'v put a tooth brush down my throut my thingers down my throut ate food i hate ate so much food i fill sike to see if i would throw up but no luke
WHAT DO I DO
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please try not to verny.. it just puts you further and further down the dark encaged hole you feel trapped in. trust me, it just makes your life worse and then family, friends and doctors get on your back and will never leave you alone.. i have no time to think anymore because i have appointments after appointments ..3 times a week i see a therapist..once every fortnight i see my GP..i see a family therapist and syciatrist once a month...i get blood tests done every month..and i have extra vacines since i am 'more vunrable' so i've had the swine flu and normal flu jab last week too. i have been in trouble for the last 1 and 1/2 years and the more stupid stuff i do the worse everything gets. please dont force yourself to eat nasty foods you dont like.. i know you want to punish yourself and i know how frustrating it is when it cant come up sometimes but dont make the stupid mistakes i've made because theres no turning back..good luck you can do it 
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but dont thinke i can stop i dont no how i throw up after dinner now and i find myself making plans on how to get smaller.
i'm having the swine flu gabe any way because i live withe someone withe a life fretning ilness and if they got it they would die so i have to be realy cearfull .
i no what i'm doing all i want is to be thiner to be smaller a cuple of sizes smaller
don't do it...i was anorecix recoverd...started and then coz it is so much simpler ...but gave up becasue although i only did it for 3 week it makes my throat red raw and kills !!!
i know if i really wanted to do it i could ..but it really reaaaly isnt worth it! pleas ebelivev me ...it goes on and on .....but there is NO point suffering health for vanity!!
Verny please don't do it :( I know it's hard and so very tempting, especially when you feel so low but you have to fight it!!
I've been bulimic since I was 13, I'm now nearly 18 and have corroded the valve at the top of my stomach (the one that closes after you've eaten to stop stomach acid from getting out), everytime I bend over I get a mouthful of stomach acid, i can't sleep at night because it's so painful :( I'm lucky its not so bad at the moment. It can get to the point where the acid wears away your throat lining so you can't swallow or talk. It very painful hun :(
Theres also the teeth problems, it ruins them. at first they'll be fine and you wont notice and thats where a lot of people think they've got away with it. But nobody gets away with it, in the end it'll happen. there'll be the countless fillings and then you'll have to have them out and it increases your chances of gum disease :(
The strain from throwing up can make you pass out and in some cases have a brain hemmorage which could kill you.
I once passed out and hit my head on the toilet, I had a black eye for weeks :-/ once you start it's so hard to stop.
Be strong and fight it :) you can do it x
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