For a few months now i haven't really been eating. I dont really like the idea of eating it feels wrong and i cant eat infront of people other than my family. it just doesnt feel right and makes me embarassed. At first i just left part of my meals but now i take every oppurutnity to skip meals and eat only the minimum i can for dinner and never anything else all day. my friends say its not right but it doesnt feel like i am doing anything wrong. my bones stick out more and more and although i never weigh myself i guess i must be losing a bit. i think part of the reason i dont weigh myself is i am scared it will come back i have lost nothing and the idea of getting help and putting weight on terrifies me. when has it gone too far? how long can i go on like this till i get seriously ill? thanks.
