Heyy,
I used to be really avoidant of food and lately I'm much better, I still don't feel ready to eat lunch at school yet and I'm still a bit weird about eating publicly but I eat loads at home now and I never really had a disorder.
But I have this friend, she's living off like a piece of fruit and a tiny meal a day now. She's already vegetarian and allergic to chocolate, fair enough, but she's DELIBERATELY starving herself now. She wants to be like 'the old' me, but she knows I did it coz I'm depressed. I know she's upset too about things, and I know I'm a hypocrite, but she's skinny enough trust me and its for all the wrong reasons! I'm scared she'll take it too far coz she probably wont be able to stop herself like I did. She's the only person at school who really gets me, and she's such a great girl. But she has to stop using me as a role model, coz she'll only get hurt!
What am I gonna do? I don't want to tell school about her (coz loads of girls don't eat and stuff) and i don't want to tell her parents coz she never grassed me up. I can't lose her trust, she's all I have.
xox
