
hey x. i think i have a sleeping disorder called sleep paralysis, where my body paralyses even though i'm awake..
it's really scary not being able to move or speak it's like i'm trapped. i get really panicky and scared. it happens about 4 nights a week but about 5-10 times on these nights. i really hate it and have started having hallucinations in sleep paralysis too (one was of a clown, which i'm terrified of and that really scared me i couldn't stop crying). i've started avoiding sleeping so that it won't happen
sometimes in the day .. once every couple of weeks or so. i feel really hot, my eyes water, the room closes in on me, there seems to be more people and everythings a lot louder but sounds kind of far off then i have to leave where i am until i calm down and if i don't it keeps getting worse til i just burst out crying or something.. are these panic attacks ? & do you think they could be related to sleep paralysis ?.. and what should i do about both problems :/
thanks x