
Im really really depressed and do not know what to do alot has happend in my life - i just wanna burst out and cry and the worst thing is i cant - everyone i know will never know im depressed unless i tell them but i cant - everytime i see someone i look or seem happy but i just am way to scared to tell anyone it feels like i'll regret it straight after and it will be a mistake in my life - and i know i can give advice an have done so if you wondering why i cant take my own advice, i dont know why but i just cant and its not easy to listen to myself because i cant apply what i say to my situation im jus confused and i dont even know if what im saying is making any sense my chest feels all heavy and stuff and i dont even know what i can say anymore. I dont even know if anyone will reply to this. im actually really really depressed and confused