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onlyme / Nov 13 2009 21.34
Now everything just seems so difficult, nothing motivates me not even the things I used to care about - I never even feel like going to see my friends anymore. At school or in groups I try to be as happy as I can but in reality I just want to curl up somewhere on my own and cry but it feels like I can't even do that, people I know get on at me about how emotionless and 'dead' i am but I can't help it I feel numb and like nothing matters, like if I dropped dead no one would even care or really notice because even when I am around people always forget I was there. I can't talk to my best friend anymore because she's ditched me so i'm just stuck, not knowing what to do about anything...

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shy1995 / Nov 13 2009 19.51
i have a friend that has the same thing but you have lots of friends and people whould care if u died u just need to tallk about it

hope this helps

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Something / Nov 13 2009 21.34
to be honest, i feel the same way most of the time :/. so did my friend, he's called Aaron. He was in love with my best frined and she rejected him. He got so upset that i didnt think about anything anymore and just didnt give a damn. I got really worried for him.

So a few days ago he asks me if he can talk to me, he told me that he had Bipolar :/. I got so upset and i still am now.

People tell you that you should see professionals when your in the state of depression, but nobody actually wants to. Its quite messed up.

hope everything turns out ok and if you need to talk then feel free. x

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